Monday, April 30, 2012

Doors Fling Wide


Hello world! I am officially entering the bloggersphere, and I hear that there’s no going back. For a while now I’ve wanted to blog, but never got around to starting one. There’s the first thing you should know about me – I’m a visionary, I dream big yet I can definitely lack on follow through. But look, here I am blogging so I’m already growing. Glory to glory. After I got over that hump, I felt like all the sudden blogging became this huge trend and everyone was doing it. That made me not want to blog because I didn’t want to just be the latest trendy fad follower (there’s the leader in me coming out). However, I decided to get over myself and do it anyway. So, here I am. 

My blog is called “Doors Fling Wide” because that is the word God has spoken continually over my life and my journey with Him. It all started a little over a year ago at a prayer night at my church, Antioch. Our college pastor, Carl, called Jake Griffin (the pastor of soon-to-be ACC Baton Rouge) to the middle for us to pray over him. He started talking about the church plant and made a statement something like, “and I’m even believing that some of you are going to transfer to LSU to be a part of this church plant!” You know whenever there are hundreds of people in the room but you just know that the person is speaking directly to you? Yeah, that happened. I can’t really explain this experience, but it felt like time stopped and God said to me, “that is you.” I know this sounds dramatic, and it was (another thing to know about me- I kind of have a flare for the dramatic so I’m pretty sure God just meets me in that place). I was processing this experience with God that night, and I asked him to give me a dream about moving to Baton Rouge if this really was from him. It isn’t that uncommon for me to have dreams through which God speaks to me, but I almost never have them the same night I ask for them. So really, I was using this as a cop out. I figured when I woke up and didn’t have the dream, I could just write off this whole thing. YEAH RIGHT. Long story short, I did have a dream that very night. When I am faithless, He is still faithful. God spoke so clearly to me in this dream to begin the process of praying through moving to Baton Rouge. I started a 21-day prayer journal, and one of those days God revealed this verse to me:

“These are the words of him who is holy and true, who holds the key of David. What he opens no one can shut, and what he shuts no one can open. I know your deeds. See, I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut.”
Rev 3:7-8
 
He said, “Katie, I am setting open doors before you. As long as the doors keep opening, walk through them.” And I have. As soon as I heard this from God, I remembered when I had been at a prophetic night a few weeks earlier and the phrase “open doors” had been prophesied over me. God has opened door after door after door for me to move to Baton Rouge. So, yes, I am transferring to LSU my senior year for the sole purpose of being a part of planting a church and seeing the kingdom of God advance. Jesus recently confirmed the “open doors” word for me again. One of the members of the BR church planting team, who I had never told about this, came up to me one night and told me that God was giving me the keys to the doors of LSU’s campus. I had every key and there was no door that would not open for me. The next week I was actually at LSU meeting with professors about transferring. I went to reach for the door handle of this one professor’s office, but it was locked. At the very moment I touched the handle I got a text from this same guy that said “Remember your keys Katie!” In a moment when I would have been tempted to doubt that I had favor, God tangibly reminded me that he has given me the keys and what he opens NO ONE can shut. I have many more stories just like this that testify to the faithfulness of Jesus. I am overwhelmed by the graciousness and clarity of God. He has been so faithful to me. He has moved mountains and done miracles to get me to this place. I don’t think I can begin to imagine the treasures he has stored up for me and the doors he will open once I get to Baton Rouge. I love dreaming with God. I love walking with Jesus. It is an exciting, wild, and beautiful adventure! And I know with certainty that this is only the beginning. God will always be setting an open door before me until one day I am standing before my last set of doors. Then the gates of heaven will fling wide and I will see His face. 


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